Anorectic

01. Arrival

[Instrumental]


02. Glory Of The Shame

This revolution in my mind
This generation will be mine
With the satisfaction
Only strongest will survive

Close enough to pain
Pleasure screams your name
I've seen this one before
Glory of the shame
You're the shelter
I'm the storm
That will never be calm
Glory of the shame
It goes by the name...

Be ware I'm here to take control
Only I can save your rotten soul
For the devastation that drove you
Our of your mind


03. Reflections

I wasn't solid enough to be
Things you rather wanted to see in me
Should I forget myself to get over you
all I can do is pretend and lie to myself
over and over again

Ghost of you, still breathing
it won't leave me alone
it keeps on teasing
Reflections of eternity are dark as hell
now I can see
Of that I'm glad my heart and soul are still mine

I couldn't stop believing in fantasies
you destroyed then forgot, now I rebuilt
This promised land made by sand of an hour glass misplaced
It's broken, it has disappeared and so have you


04. One Last Shot

We used to be so perfect
we came together fine
it seemed like a crime
This world so blind
we once created
more than a fairytale
Oh, how we shined
Not anymore [x4]

I sing for justice
Here we stand in time
Waiting for our one last shot
Shot to come in

This world so blind
we once created
where faked, painted smiles
felt so naked

I was blind without a stick
Taste of morphine on your lips
made me sick
Never learned to love surprises
Respecting how we swore
Eye for an eye
Smile for a smile
Not anymore

When your wings are torn
The distance between right and wrong
is too short
and it feels you got nothing
left to lose
Sky above falling down
You feel abused

And I don’t want it
no I don’t want it
This endless mile
That we are walking
Waiting for one last shot
To come in
But we need it
Somehow we need it
This unknown that we’re suffering for
Losing hold of what we were before

Where’s the mercy?
When we needed the most
When we can’t hold on
I’ll be OK
I’ll be alright
Nothing can break me down
No one can hurt me
As long as you say
That you’ll stay
another day
We used to be so perfect
We came together fine
It seemed like a crime


05. Fading Yourself

Fade all the demons in your head
It's getting harder to understand
Delusion all that makes no sense
It's all in our minds, it's all in our eyes
They see what they wanna see
The whole truth beyond these endless lies
Every face that you make
They've become so lame

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
that there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in
You're fading yourself

Take some wasted years you thought you knew
And you'll see that you were wrong
What it takes? What's the price of being in bloom?
You become so numb
All that mattered is gone

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in

If you keep looking back and feel sorry for yesterdays
You'll be one of the strangers
You can't recognize yourself
The passion you felt it was so strong
Now it's gone.

Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in
You're fading yourself


06. Planet Of The Sun

On and on I was looking for freedom
less and more I found it by you
this darkened sky of our heavenly kingdom
the thing in common is there's not so
much left to say

Are you ready or not?
ready for the truth?
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

The signs of silence are
getting louder
breaking the bond we
protected so long

I don't see a reason
to ponder with this
any longer
there's no turning back
just one way to fall
fall apart

Are you ready or not?
ready for the truth?
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

In a life that we live in
for the love we believed in
this might be the day we die
so we can be born again

And life should be easy
when there's someone to hold on
that's what they told me
that's what I thought

Are you ready or not
ready for the truth
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

In a life that we live in
for the love we believed in
this might be the day we die
so we can be born again

On and on still looking for freedom
Planet Of The Sun


07. A Song For The Brokenhearted

Never needed anybody
Helpless, restless little soul
Always fighting against somebody
Living in denial all alone
But I know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

No one of us can live forever
This life's like suicide with no gun
Heart full of love but soul is crying
Knowing this is what you've been hiding from
Soon you will know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

The greatest thing you ever felt
Was when an enemy turned into a friend
You could not trust
New sunrise in a lonely heart
Sunrise always follows the dark
Now you know
I know you know

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone


08. Sinner’s Night / Misty Morning

It's a misty morning
But I feel like I can fly
Every step that I take
Is heavier than a thousand miles

Concrete jungle's calling
And I'm sure I don't want to resist
It's a one way high
Turn me on with the devils kiss

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad self esteem?
Don't you never ever think about it
You will see that there's no doubt about it

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more

Soon the night is over
You're underdoped just take your time
Here is one for you
Before you know it blows your mind

Here the hell freezes over
And seven days have gone so fast
And cash that I got
Is from the chaos that I planned

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad atmosphere?
Me neither if you know what I'm saying
Forget the bullshit what they keep on telling

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more [2x]


09. Swans

Thrill of fear
Flash of cruelty
Was what I sensed
Of the signs you were sending
Lives as one
But separated
Who'll draw the lines
Who tells when it's too late?

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back...

The picture is clear
And so brave,
But you wanted to have it
Your own way
Sometimes things are
As they seem...

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have? [2x]

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have?

As the swans prepare for their leaving (How long do we have?)
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven (How long do we have?)
Bitter is the taste
Of your way (How long do we have?)
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

The swans prepare for their leaving...


10. Stop F*cking Around

Remains of sympathy
That's kind of what you left me with
Our divided destinies
Nailed to be lost
Beauty marks of history
Easily will repeat itself
I have nothing to prove to you
This time I'll take and make my move

There's no "you're the one"
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child

Lies accusations
I won't crawl I'll take your pride
Otherwise you will proudly
Stay above everything
In case love is dead
Can't let myself go to waste
You wanna taste my revenge
This time I'll turn my back on you

Hey you!
Look what you have done to me
All my feelings turn to hate
All your sickness insanity
Makes me a mess so I won't wait...

There's no "you're the one"
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child
Stop messin' around... Stop fuckin' around... [3x]


11. Embracing Past

Autumn rain in December
Darkness offers company
Some part of me
Doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer!

I keep on thinking,
Thinking its so relieving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet
Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer! [2x]


12. We Can’t Go On

Remember the time you used to say
We've come to the end of our own way
Or this journey has just begun.
You're the lesson cursed I've never learned
You're the flames in the fire when we burn
I ain't got time for you and I
Someday when I become old and wise
I'm able to explain to you
Why love is kind to be cruel

Forget the grief to celebrate
Come enjoy this dance on the edge
Together it's softer to fall
You know I am afraid to say it loud
You know I'm too scared to spit it out
I have to scream and shout

We can't go on [6x]

No more excuses for me to go
No excuses that I know
Oh my darling we're doomed to fail
Just can't get the words out of my head
No reason to wait for better days
Life's a bitch and then we die

We can't go on [6x]

All this time I trusted you
And fooled myself I was dumb
Love is just for the fools and I've heard
It should be fun
It might be fun
It can't be fun...


13. In Memoriam (Immortal Peace)

Like seasons change their face,
Rain like the tears
Winds got your voice
Whispering my name
Landing shadows come around
Telling me the same old story
With certain sound

I’m stuck in a place
Prisoner of this room
Painful memories of me and you
I take colors of longing
And paint you on my wall
Is it too much to ask
For some golden peace
That’s what I expect from you at least
It’s simple and understood
There’s no way out

I wish that I would be dead
Dead like you and I
Falling like a butterfly
After one lived day
Hope you will find your peace
Immortal, eternal and real
I know I cannot be dead yet
Just can’t live it again

Too much never enough
We’re stuck in time
Till death leads us away
In a moment that I’m scared of the most
You’re sleeping away
Soon you’ll be lost
Every breath that you take
You’ll be closer to where you belong
I never thought this could be so hard and rough
After all we’ve been through
Can’t get enough of this sweetest trip
You once gave me as a gift

I hope you’re waiting for me somewhere out there
In a place where we can hold each other again
You went first, I’ll come right after you
I’m depressed, I don’t care
I miss you, I hope you can hear me